Five years later, here I am at the Chicago Bears. I've learned this is what I love. I want to keep playing for as long as I can. I know it's cliche, but that's why I've taken training camp one day at a time.
In such a competitive environment, it's easy to think, 'am I going to make the roster?' or 'who's going to be in this position?' But it's more so focusing on 'what can I get better at today?' I think that's naturally instilled in everyone when they join the Bears because coach 'Flus and his staff do a great job of that.
When it comes to punting, I think my consistency improved the most throughout camp, just narrowing the gap between my good and my bad ball. But my biggest accomplishment was just showing the team who I am and what I can do.
I'm not just here to punt. I don't just stroll on out there and punt. I like to go out there and help the team win. That really comes down to doing my job and I take pride in that.
I know not many punters are drafted in the fourth round. I understand the trust (special teams coordinator Richard) Hightower and (general manager Ryan) Poles put in me. And I know that they wouldn't ever think I'm letting them down, but my biggest thing is I want to do my thing for them. I want to showcase what I can do and prove why I was drafted that high.
That really goes back to being myself. As far as this season, obviously everyone has goals of winning the Super Bowl. That's why you play. But as I head into my first season, my main goal is to be my authentic self whether we're winning or losing.
I know when I'm myself, there's no one better. And I don't mean that in a cocky way or anything like that, but I just know if I go out there and be me, I will be successful.
I'm going to need that mentality more than ever because things are real now. The roster was cut down to 53 and in one of our special teams meetings this week, a coach said 'it's real now, boys. It's time to go.'
Experiencing that for the first time is tough. It's sad to see guys go, but at the same time it's part of it. It's what we signed up for and as cliché as it sounds, this is a business. We're in the production business and if we don't help the team win, we won't be here. That's just a fact, but it's also what makes every game and every win mean a little more.
Everything just feels real now. We're nine days away from the regular season. Obviously, the preseason is important, but it has no bearing on playoffs or who wins the Super Bowl. I'm just excited to start playing real football, be amongst the fans and play in different stadiums. Still, nothing will be better than playing in front of our home crowd.
I have one last weekend before my rookie season officially begins. My parents, 14-year-old brother, granddad and some family friends just got into town and will be here for about a month. I haven't seen them since the NFL Draft in April so I'm really excited.